Jessie J admits she 'still cries herself to sleep' amid miscarriage

Jessie J has shared a clip from a recent fun night out in New York as she continues to heal from her heartbreaking miscarriage. 

Taking to Instagram on Monday, the singer, 33, admitted that she ‘still cries herself to sleep’ some nights and is ‘still not myself’, but is determined not to ‘quit on my happiness or myself.’

One month on from her devastating loss, Jessie uploaded a clip of her and a pal larking about in the back of a rickshaw while singing along to .

Brave face: Jessie J has shared a clip from a recent fun night out in New York as she continues to heal from her heartbreaking miscarriage

Jessie put on a brave face as she sang along during the ride before she and her pal headed to dinner during the fun night in the big apple.

But amid her smiles, Jessie’s caption revealed she was still struggling with her loss as she told how she still cries at night and is not herself, but is continuing to ‘work it all out’.

The Price Tag hitmaker also told how she will ‘keep climbing out of the sadness’ and will not mask her feelings so that she can continue to heal.

She wrote: ‘Life be lifing.But we move. Still not myself. Still cry myself to sleep some nights. Still working it all out. Still fighting. 

Tough: It comes after the singer, 33, revealed last month that she had tragically suffered a miscarriage after falling pregnant with her first child

‘Not quitting on my happiness or myself.This year was phew. *Heavy sigh* But I will keep climbing out of the sadness, my happiness is my responsibility, not anyone else’s.’

She continued: ‘I will not be putting band aids on the problems and heavy feelings but really feeling them and healing them.

‘Gotta practice what I tell everyone else to do in these damn songs.’

Getting there: Taking to Instagram on Monday, Jessie admitted that she ‘still cries herself to sleep’ some nights and is ‘still not myself’, but is determined not to ‘quit on my happiness or myself’

Fun night: One month on from her devastating loss, Jessie uploaded a clip of her and a pal larking about in the back of a rickshaw while singing along to Mariah Carey

The beauty went on to thank her pal for ’24 hours of crying, laughing, eating and finding inspiration in the little things in life.The support is needed more than you know.’

She added: ‘And no we are not a couple. But feel free to imagine it. It would be hot.

Her post was soon flooded with several supportive messages from her adoring fans and celebrity friends. 

Healing: Jessie put on a brave face as she sang along during the ride before she and her pal headed to dinner during the fun night in the big apple

Candid: But amid her smiles, Jessie’s caption revealed she was still struggling with her loss as she told how she still cries at night and is not herself, but is continuing to ‘work it all out’

It comes after Jessie recently shared a heartfelt Instagram post reassuring her friends and family that they don’t have to apologise for ‘being pregnant’ or having ‘healthy babies’. 

The Nobody’s Perfect revealed last month that she had tragically suffered a miscarriage after falling pregnant with her first child. 

And taking to her Instagram Story on Sunday night, Jessie penned a long message explaining that she is not ‘jealous or bitter’ of other people’s pregnancies.

She added that her current pain ‘will never take away from the joy of other people’s journeys’ and that they shouldn’t hide their happiness from her.  

She wrote: ‘I have noticed something and I know people mean it out of love.And are maybe trying to protect me but it isn’t ok for you to feel like it and I would like to say this…

Difficult: It comes after Jessie recently shared a heartfelt Instagram post reassuring her friends and family that they don’t have to apologise for ‘being pregnant’ or having ‘healthy babies’

‘To any strangers I have conversed with this week that have apologised for being pregnant or said: ”I feel so bad I have a healthy baby”, friends, family even who are pregnant or with young babies who have said similar things.

‘My pain does not and I repeat does not and will not ever take from your joy and your journey.There is not one part of me that is jealous or bitter you are having a healthy pregnancy or a have a beautiful new baby.’

She continued: ‘If anything it is in fact the complete opposite. Every pregnant woman I see or couple with a new born, I have the most intense amount of empathy for and overwhelming feeling of happiness that in this moment their journey is a healthy and happy one.   

‘And I do nothing but pray it stays that way.Your aches and pains and fears are valid too and in no way become disregarded because of what I am going through.’

Kind: Taking to her Instagram Story on Sunday night, Jessie penned a long message explaining that she is not ‘jealous or bitter’ of other people pregnancies

The star signed off by saying: ‘Do not feel bad or hide your joy for fake company me.Please. I love my friends, I love people, and if you know me you know I love babies/children. Celebrate every bit of your joy and creation of new life and share it with me, I am not that bitter friend and will never be.’ 

It comes after on Saturday Jessie revealed she’s ‘holding onto hope and happiness’ in a candid post, after taking her first snap of herself since suffering the miscarriage. 

The star took to Instagram to post an update as she detailed that she was ‘holding on tightly to hope, happiness and joy the most.’

Jessie could be seen smiling in the car for the post as she penned: ‘First picture I’ve taken of myself in weeks.’ 

She continued: ‘Honouring all my heavy emotions but holding on tightly to hope, happiness and joy the most.’

Fans commented with outpours of love and advice following Jessie’s touching post as they expressed their support for the star.

One follower penned a lengthy comment: ‘Allowing yourself to feel all of your feelings.You inspired me to do that a few years ago, during one of your shows. I hope you can do that too. Sending you a big hug.’ 

Devastating: She revealed that she had been told she had tragically lost her unborn baby after going for her third scan earlier in November

Another added: ‘I’m so proud of you.Deeply proud. Sending you the biggest hug’ followed by a red heart emoji. 

The update came after Jessie revealed she has suffered a devastating miscarriage after falling pregnant with her first child.

The singer revealed she had been told she had tragically lost her unborn baby after going for her third scan, where doctors were unable to find a heartbeat. 

Heartbreaking: Last Thursday, Jessie took to Instagram where she explained why she publicly revealed news of her devastating miscarriage just hours after losing her baby

Jessie told followers she had ‘decided to have a baby on my own’, after revealing in October she had split from her boyfriend of seven months Max Pham.

The grieving songstress said she was ‘still in shock’ but had decided to perform in Los Angeles later on that same day ‘because singing will help me’. 

Alongside a photo of her holding a pregnancy test, Jessie wrote: ‘Yesterday morning I was laughing with a friend saying ‘seriously though how am I going to get through my gig in LA tomorrow night without telling the whole audience I am pregnant’.

‘By yesterday afternoon I was dreading the thought of getting through the gig without breaking down…

‘After going for my 3rd scan and being told there was no longer a heartbeat.This morning. I feel like I have no control of my emotions. I may regret posting this. I may not. I actually don’t know.’

In America, most women receive two ultrasound scans during pregnancy, the first in the first trimester to confirm the due date, and the second at 18-22 weeks to confirm normal anatomy and the sex of the baby’.   

If you have been affected by this story, you can seek advice at website or by calling 01924 200 799 

Brave: Jessie told followers she had ‘decided to have a baby on my own’, after revealing in October she had split from her boyfriend of seven months Max Pham

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